Thursday, October 05, 2006
mood :- in a very Great Disappointmentokay, i guess the people who is reading dis blog will know exactly what am i gonna whine or talk about.. yar !! i am gonna WHINE !! i really dun wan to whine so much but imagine ur boyfriend would go Pahang to celebrate his fren's wedding..okay, i am saying from KL taking a bus to Pahang and he kenot even sacrifice abit to come to their girlfriend's convinient place to hang out with her.. furthermore, already 2 weeks we havent been meeting each other due to his sick and YAH ! now he is going to Pahang TMR !! i mean.. what on earth? do u think he place me in his heart anot? i am really disappointed.. PURE DISAPPOINTMENT in him..i dunno wat to say about it already.. i seriously suffer mentally by thinking all these.. wat i do everyday to keep myself far away from thinking about this issue is playing DOTA every single night and not doing or starting on my GAWD DAMN ASSIGNMENTS which is going to due SOON , so i am going to die rite? yes i am !! =).. well i really do not know wat to do other than wat Aya alwiz told me to YANN (be patient).. Am i not patience enough? everyone patience has itz own limit rite? so i am a HUMAN, so i have limits in my level of patience too ya =).. So why not just give it up on dis relationship and move on my wonderful single life with suffer-ness for the moment rite? other than being disappointed by him EVERY SINGLE DAY..
Well, last Saturday my mom balik kampung and i didnt get to out with HIM.. so i went to Pyramid and i had shopping spree with Aya.. i had fun though .. spend alot too =).. but do i CARE? NO.. not at all juz for da satisfaction of what every girl needs.. but i am not exactly broke now but i need to save.. At first, i wanted to save for something for the SPECIAL SOMEONE.. but afterall, i guess and i think that most probably the money will juz go to somewhere that it is not suppose to.. Sometimes, i feel bored of shopping already.. i really dunno why, okay, i knoe it's weird dat i say it here.. but den 0__0.. yar, i feel tired of shopping at times cos everytime go to da same place, see the same things.. SIEN !!! btw these are the pics me and Aya took during our shopping spree !!
