Friday, March 31, 2006

Well, college has started one week already and i'm not really enjoyin it though cos itz like soo boring !!! my frens there are like soo quiet and serious? i juz cant click along wif them..cos their interest are totally different...imagine, me a sampat girl facing quiet ppl ? i couldnt really stand ppl like dis..ok,why am i complaining here? but if i can have my choice again i would like to quit college and study hairstyling..datz wat i wanted to study all along actually, but my mom didnt let me and she was like " huh? means u dun wanna study adi ar?" when i asked her whether i can study hairstyling after my SPM..but i thought studying hairstyling is aso STUDYING if u get wat i mean here...To tell da truth, i really dun feel like studyin in dat college anymore..Being in there is like studyin in da hell? okay, i knoe i'm abit mean but da ppl there are so weird !! i dunno whether itz my problem or theirs..Bcos when i smiled at them, they will look away or some of them might juz stare cock at me which i hate it and feeling uneasy about it..but how?? i dun dare to tell my mom dat i wanna quit dat dam college, cos she has already paid for dis semester and i think she will kill me ...


Before college starts, i was really excited to enter college but afterall i dun think itz a very good idea being in dat college anymore...itz more to suffering there...Y_Y..all i go to college is juz to listens to da lectures, for tutorials and do my work there..other than dat, i dun feel like doin it such as after class goin out wif my coursemates ,ETC ETC ..i dun have da feeling of doin it at all not like before when i was in high skewl, i alwiz waiting for da bell to go off so dat i can hang out wif my frens in shopping malls , etc etc..yea, i knoe ppl in Mass Comm is frenly and i doin my job to be frenly but i dun see any friendliness in college ..i really do miss my high school days and aso misses my frens alot..miss da times we had together...Now being in a higher education lvl place to study , life is so much more different compare to my high school days..for i think College life is Miserable..i really feel like telling my mom about dis but i think i rather suffer for dis 3 yrs and 1 yr in Australia cos i dun think she encourages me to do things i prefered..

Posted by Weng See at Friday, March 31, 2006

Sunday, March 26, 2006

It has been quite sometime of my last breakdown and on da last Tuesday i broke down again >.<".. i felt betrayed when i heard my fren did somethin dat i dun really wish to happen ..i cried almost da whole nite and da next day my eye went swollen ..looked like some ppl who didnt sleep for ages liddat =.=...but on dat nite i talked some crapz, Aya jie was there to sedarkan me and we almost argued bcos of dis but luckily i did controled myself and didnt argue wif her..i knoe her words were kinda harsh but to think about it, it was quite true of wat she said..Many things happened to me though , such as my college life has began and i wasnt really comfy wif it yet..i hope i'll be fine tomolo for my first class...i hate ending up alone cos whenever i see ppl who eats alone and studies alone, i'll feel sorry for them..and dat is why i dun wanna end up liddat too !! T.T..


Thanks Aya jie to come yumchar wif me on thursday nite ^^..we did talked alot like last time xD but campy was there dun really dare to say so many things..mana tahu he will sebarkan..not dat i dun believe him but i dunno him well yet so i dare not tell u many things infront of him..i'll tell u da next time we yumchar again k? itz hard to king sam si wif u lately, cos we're too busy wif our work and life rite? even if i go to Cheras aso ,they are lotsa ppl yg tak berkaitan will be there..so itz kinda hard though..u knoe, i only trust afew ppl in my life and those ppl were da one who supported me and was there for me when i had problems atau apa apa penghalangan in my life..xD..i dun simply tell my problems to ppl dat i'm not close with..bcos sometimes things dat happened to me are quite memalukan so, i rather memalukan myself to da closer ones rather than da one i'm not close with..we might not knoe dat they will sebarkan our probbies to other ppl and they will sure start to backstab u or heboh-hebohkan to da whole world..


I didnt get to go Cheras on friday nite !! ishh ...i was damn mad at my mom cos she didnt let me go cos she said i have been goin out too often adi..almost everyday i'm out and not at home..so she didnt lemme go..soo teruks and i didnt talk to her for da whole nite...u knoe, when we get mad we dun feel like talkin to da person who made us mad rite? ^^ but da next day, i did talked back to herla cos i told her i wanna get a new pencilbox for college cos mine adi so buruk and dirty...omg i dun even dare to take it out during da orientation cos other ppl's one was dam nice with all da flowers but mine so buruk and dirty >.<...I'm glad dat me and fern okay adi..i hate being enemies wif da ppl i love most ...i dun wish to fann minn wif any of them bcos of small matters even big matters aso i wont cos my frens are very very precious and important to me..if u dun have any frens, who are u now rite? as i hate being alone...who likes it anyway?

Posted by Weng See at Sunday, March 26, 2006

Sunday, March 19, 2006

Woke up at 8.30am actually dis morning...Thanks to da stupid Lee Pei Pei wif one sms and cha me up..Luckily i'm smart enuff to sleep back cos i knoe she wont be ready by dat time..So, i woke up at 9.30 am and got ready and smsed pei and she was in sri petaling takin her own sweet time to eat her dim sum..dat stupid girl >.<>.< such a lavish person i am..

Just came back from a wedding dinner..my gawd !! it was soo dam bored there..drank a few glasses of red wine and feel abit pei now...dunno why suddenly i drank so many glasses...mayb i sot sot dei jo..Tan and pei went to Wang Lee Hom's promo tour in Lagoon today without me..i couldnt go cos hafta attend dis wedding dinner..aihzz T__T... We couldnt get da tickets for it actually, but luckily i asked my fren about whether they have any extra ones..luckily she ada cos i knoe both of them wants to see him so much..hehe^^


Went to da Sepang rave on friday...ATB rocks to da max !!! it was dam fun and it was aso my first time goin to rave...Seriously i'm addicted to it and i'm lookin forward to go clubbing wif Aya jie they all..i think itz gonna be dam fun..and i'm waitin for Leo to bring me there aso..hoho cant wait !! Went for Japanese buffet da day b4 da rave , da food there was darn delicious..and worth it..me , fern and leo makan until our tummy bloated out /gg..imagine how much we ate? hoho..den after dat , we terus go Cheras and fetch Aya and Anu to Enet there...we yumchar and played 3 rounds of DOTA...da first round was wif Tamago and da 2nd and 3rd round he didnt get to join us cos he dunno got wat class to attend...>.<..we played AR and 2 times i got Furion..but den da 3rd round i repicked and i got maiden *yay* but i still sucked at it...T__T den my mom rushed me home around 11 somethin and my mood got dam dam bad >.< macam mau fatt pei hei..haha..well, actually now i'm having da pei feeling..i think i shud go now b4 i start to crap more..toodless ~~

Posted by Weng See at Sunday, March 19, 2006

Thursday, March 09, 2006

Well, i'm kinda lazy to blog nowadays cos i'm alwiz sleepy !! 0_0 went Cheras 2 days ago...It was quite fun but not fun waitin for Leo from 3pm and he arrived at 5pm..omg !! dam dam long..i got ready at 3 oclock..den wait wait wait..Dunno why i alwiz get nervous or somethin when i go down to Cheras? haha..abit sot sot dei ..and on da way there it was dam jam >.<>.<..So we passed by a hse and asked a really nice popo how to go to Taman Caunnought (dunno how to spell it ) so she directed us there by drawing a simple map and i hafta admit dat i suck at readin maps.. den i called ah pau and told him we reach Giant there adi and asked them to get ready but after 30 mins oni we reached there..haha cos we got lost >.< and they asked us " Juz now ur Giant is which Giant u were toking about? " xD ..Well, i hafta admit dat Cheras's roads are dam hard to recognise and can get lost easily if u dunno da way and until now i'm still quite confused to go Aya Jie's hse dan apatah lagi from her hse go to Enet... Reached there around 7pm liddat, head straight to 1st Station for our dinner,Leo belanja us !! * kisses Leo * ..itz so nice of him to belanja us makan when he got his salary..and he spent his one-day-a-week holiday wif us !! haha..As usual,while makan-ing Ah pau will open his mulut and jat me T.T but i'm already immune to it ..hoho We took some pics and yumchar for awhile while waitin for Masy to get ready b4 we go Enet...




So,we went to his hse and waited for him for awhile and it was already 8.30pm and Tamago called and rushed us if not 12am he will * xing tin * waitin for us..haha...So,once we reached Enet da place there Tamago was in Winnet playin his dota and we decided to wait for him den i kap liu >.< but winnet's toilet was soo stinko !! stepped my foot in there den i kenot tahan i rather yann my kencing and go to Enet's toilet but it wasnt any better than Winnet..haha Played 3 rounds Dota and won da 3 rounds aso..i didnt wanna play for da third round cos i was bored at it adi..but den,they helped me joined da game so i juz join and play like a NOOB again..haha ^^ While da 2nd round dota-ing, Wormie came over to Enet and joined us for da 3rd round..My gawd !! i hafta admit he looks soo much betta than b4..da yau yeng-ness is da yau yeng-ness of guys i like all da time..kaka.. After dat,we went yumchar in da place nearby da CC and talked alot of crap ,Shirley and Alan did joined us for yumchar session dis time..hehe^^ Basically,i haf lotsa fun in Cheras dat day altho dat Kanasai ffk me ,as Aya jie said " he's a watak sampingan " LOL.. but i did call him and complain sikit dat he FFk us..kaka


Hmm, I've been goin to hospital everyday to bring my grandma to do her wound dressing..Itz hard to wake up so early in da morning at 8.30am !! but i have no choice so i juz bring her there to do her wound dressing >.>" I'm still quite sked about driving there cos there are lotsa cars and da drivers are abit sot sot dei oni da road ,cos they nvr stop da car even though itz not his road to go ..Pathetic drivers liddat Urghh ~~ alwiz makes me angry and i do curse alot while driving xD..den i went to Pyramid wif Fern yesterday to repair her handphone plus she belanja me eat sushis !! i feel bad cos i asked her to teman me to hospital but she belanja me to makan sushis pulaks !! >.<


Hmm,i'm still thinkin whether to go to da Sepang Rave cos i feel tempted to go and i'm not sure whether my mom lets me go..* abit sked to ask * cos she told me b4 shez not really keen of lettin me go for clubbing..but i knoe Rave is totally different things i think...but itz abit similar to it i guess 0_0..not sure need to ask da pro clubbers about it first xD..
Well, i think i need to take a nap cos later at 4pm will be goin out wif my long-time-no-see sai lou ..haha tataz ~!

Posted by Weng See at Thursday, March 09, 2006

Saturday, March 04, 2006

Feel so lazy to update my blog lately T__T...Went to Sungei Wang wif Fern on last tues..and spent money again >.<...Bought 2 tops from Body Glove and 1 top from those small small shop..den me and Fern bought a band for ourselves and we called it our "Jee Mui band" haha.. da one wif da black beads..not bad though but da colour fades wan ler ...>.<>round wif her and laughin like some sor poh and i notice alot of ppl were looking at us cos of our sot sot-ness 0_0..and aso our outfits are almost da same cos we were wearing a t-shirt wif a skirt and our sneakers xD..we alwiz wear almost da same shirt when we go out such as yumchar,shopping..etc etc and we're planning to eat Jap Buffet in 1utama one day too cos we lovess Jap food so much..i juz hope to see her happy as she juz broke up wif her Bf dat she loves so much..so i alwiz try my best to make her happy as her fren ^^

Yesterday me,tan,pei,hong ling and kean boon went to pyramid to celebrate kean boon's bday..bought a shirt for him ( all of us share ler of cos xD ) den we went to Redbox for our karaoke session..dis time we didnt really sing but juz playin and shouting around wif da mic..we were disturbing each other..and kesian pei all da songs she wanted to sing dikacau oleh tan and i cos shez juz too nice to kacau ( of cos when oni tan is around la ) haha...den we watched Final Destination 3..Dis time da movie,they die until soo kua cheong adi..but it was abit scary and chi kik though..dunno why da Hong Ling and Pei were laughin from da beginning of da movie till da end..sot sot dei >.> while i feel it was abit disgusted by da way how they died cos it was so bloody -.-..well,after da movie we went back to my hse b4 dinner time..left pyramid at 5pm cos there werent anythin else better to do adi..

My gawd ! they were to noisy in my hse keep shouting around dunno about wat? i aso pening kepala when i dengar their shouting..it was raining heavily when we wanted to go out for dinner and we were very very hungry !! when da rain stops we walked to Chatters which is juz up da road of my hse for our dinner...OMG !! da food there is so dam expensive..a plate of fried rice cost me RM9.80..and my teh o ais limau was around 3 to 4 bucks ..abit da crazy >.<" After dinner, kean boon came over and fetched us to Mamak Bistro to yumchar..me and hong ling was kaji-ing which mamak's teh o ais limau is da nicest so me and her ordered teh o ais limau again !! haha..datz my new drink when i go yumchar cos i quite jelak drinkin limau ais and sirap limau in mamak adi..hehe..so i'll be drinkin teh o ais limau till i get bored and think of any other drinks to drink..xD ok i knoe i'm abit weird ^^ After yumchar, we went home and pei's dad came over to my hse and fetch her and hong ling home..it was a great day yesterday and i'm quite sleepy now..so tata for now ^^

Posted by Weng See at Saturday, March 04, 2006