Friday, December 01, 2006
i am : sleepy,pissed off and bored but excited
Dun blame me for pissing off suddenly, thanks to the blogspot that alwiz lagging and taking such a long time to load. GRR !! i hate uploading pictures here is bcos it takes a very long time to upload the pictures in here and FYI the previous blog that i uploaded with pictures really took me so many hours to finish.. I was even rushed by Aya to finish my blog up..kaka.. I usually dun blog like now, i blog now is becos i am over bored ok? Sometimes, i wish my class starts but when i am busy doing something i wish my class will nvr start.. Nowadays, i juz stay at home and rot rot rot !! i need to do something.. but i dunno wat? my cousins are coming back next Tuesday and TKB is goin to Genting and work on Wednesday.. I need to meet him before he goes off.. I kinda miss him now though, miss him teasing me and miss talking to him.. haha.. he shud be grateful dat i miss him teasing me because i will usually get mad and start hitting him when he teases me..
Hmm, lately i feel dat my English's grammar and all is dam bad ler .. I was suprise reading back my previous entries in here. Blah ! i dun care anyway, eventually when i feel like writting in perfect English i would (i guess)..
Although i do look happy sometimes, but i guess deep in my heart i do feel da depression and da pain that still remain there. Yea, i cant forget something so fast as i dun even knoe why.. Guess, i need to break dis habit but isnt being loyal to ur partner or shud i say ur "EX" partner is a good thing rather than a bad one? So far, although i had tried loving someone else.. but in the end i guess there is oni one person dat remain strong inside my heart even though i knoe that certain someone is someone that most of my frens hate most.. I dunno why i do afraid sometimes that what ppl would think of me when i do things or going back or even loving that someone again.. i knoe i shouldnt but i guess feelings of a person could not be control well.. Well, i cant control my feelings either. i will nvr wanna be hurt again as the wound in my heart isnt cure yet and i will nvr wan him to know that i still have feelings for him. I hate going against what ppl usually tells me to do and not to do.. i really dislike dat, but sometimes going against their words will be something that could me feels better. i guess people who knoe and understands me well will oni understand wat am i trying to say here.. sowieler, i dunno why suddenly i am abit emo. so here is it.. another emo entry =)
Well, i'm quite excited tmr as i am going to SHOP SHOP SHOP in sg wang !! hehe..
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Posted by Weng See at Friday, December 01, 2006
