Friday, March 31, 2006
Well, college has started one week already and i'm not really enjoyin it though cos itz like soo boring !!! my frens there are like soo quiet and serious? i juz cant click along wif them..cos their interest are totally different...imagine, me a sampat girl facing quiet ppl ? i couldnt really stand ppl like dis..ok,why am i complaining here? but if i can have my choice again i would like to quit college and study hairstyling..datz wat i wanted to study all along actually, but my mom didnt let me and she was like " huh? means u dun wanna study adi ar?" when i asked her whether i can study hairstyling after my SPM..but i thought studying hairstyling is aso STUDYING if u get wat i mean here...To tell da truth, i really dun feel like studyin in dat college anymore..Being in there is like studyin in da hell? okay, i knoe i'm abit mean but da ppl there are so weird !! i dunno whether itz my problem or theirs..Bcos when i smiled at them, they will look away or some of them might juz stare cock at me which i hate it and feeling uneasy about it..but how?? i dun dare to tell my mom dat i wanna quit dat dam college, cos she has already paid for dis semester and i think she will kill me ...
Before college starts, i was really excited to enter college but afterall i dun think itz a very good idea being in dat college anymore...itz more to suffering there...Y_Y..all i go to college is juz to listens to da lectures, for tutorials and do my work there..other than dat, i dun feel like doin it such as after class goin out wif my coursemates ,ETC ETC ..i dun have da feeling of doin it at all not like before when i was in high skewl, i alwiz waiting for da bell to go off so dat i can hang out wif my frens in shopping malls , etc etc..yea, i knoe ppl in Mass Comm is frenly and i doin my job to be frenly but i dun see any friendliness in college ..i really do miss my high school days and aso misses my frens alot..miss da times we had together...Now being in a higher education lvl place to study , life is so much more different compare to my high school days..for i think College life is Miserable..i really feel like telling my mom about dis but i think i rather suffer for dis 3 yrs and 1 yr in Australia cos i dun think she encourages me to do things i prefered..
Posted by Weng See at Friday, March 31, 2006
