Sunday, March 26, 2006
It has been quite sometime of my last breakdown and on da last Tuesday i broke down again >.<".. i felt betrayed when i heard my fren did somethin dat i dun really wish to happen ..i cried almost da whole nite and da next day my eye went swollen ..looked like some ppl who didnt sleep for ages liddat =.=...but on dat nite i talked some crapz, Aya jie was there to sedarkan me and we almost argued bcos of dis but luckily i did controled myself and didnt argue wif her..i knoe her words were kinda harsh but to think about it, it was quite true of wat she said..Many things happened to me though , such as my college life has began and i wasnt really comfy wif it yet..i hope i'll be fine tomolo for my first class...i hate ending up alone cos whenever i see ppl who eats alone and studies alone, i'll feel sorry for them..and dat is why i dun wanna end up liddat too !! T.T..
Thanks Aya jie to come yumchar wif me on thursday nite ^^..we did talked alot like last time xD but campy was there dun really dare to say so many things..mana tahu he will sebarkan..not dat i dun believe him but i dunno him well yet so i dare not tell u many things infront of him..i'll tell u da next time we yumchar again k? itz hard to king sam si wif u lately, cos we're too busy wif our work and life rite? even if i go to Cheras aso ,they are lotsa ppl yg tak berkaitan will be there..so itz kinda hard though..u knoe, i only trust afew ppl in my life and those ppl were da one who supported me and was there for me when i had problems atau apa apa penghalangan in my life..xD..i dun simply tell my problems to ppl dat i'm not close with..bcos sometimes things dat happened to me are quite memalukan so, i rather memalukan myself to da closer ones rather than da one i'm not close with..we might not knoe dat they will sebarkan our probbies to other ppl and they will sure start to backstab u or heboh-hebohkan to da whole world..
I didnt get to go Cheras on friday nite !! ishh ...i was damn mad at my mom cos she didnt let me go cos she said i have been goin out too often adi..almost everyday i'm out and not at home..so she didnt lemme go..soo teruks and i didnt talk to her for da whole nite...u knoe, when we get mad we dun feel like talkin to da person who made us mad rite? ^^ but da next day, i did talked back to herla cos i told her i wanna get a new pencilbox for college cos mine adi so buruk and dirty...omg i dun even dare to take it out during da orientation cos other ppl's one was dam nice with all da flowers but mine so buruk and dirty >.<...I'm glad dat me and fern okay adi..i hate being enemies wif da ppl i love most ...i dun wish to fann minn wif any of them bcos of small matters even big matters aso i wont cos my frens are very very precious and important to me..if u dun have any frens, who are u now rite? as i hate being alone...who likes it anyway?
Posted by Weng See at Sunday, March 26, 2006
