Friday, December 01, 2006

i am : sleepy,pissed off and bored but excited


Dun blame me for pissing off suddenly, thanks to the blogspot that alwiz lagging and taking such a long time to load. GRR !! i hate uploading pictures here is bcos it takes a very long time to upload the pictures in here and FYI the previous blog that i uploaded with pictures really took me so many hours to finish.. I was even rushed by Aya to finish my blog up..kaka.. I usually dun blog like now, i blog now is becos i am over bored ok? Sometimes, i wish my class starts but when i am busy doing something i wish my class will nvr start.. Nowadays, i juz stay at home and rot rot rot !! i need to do something.. but i dunno wat? my cousins are coming back next Tuesday and TKB is goin to Genting and work on Wednesday.. I need to meet him before he goes off.. I kinda miss him now though, miss him teasing me and miss talking to him.. haha.. he shud be grateful dat i miss him teasing me because i will usually get mad and start hitting him when he teases me..


Hmm, lately i feel dat my English's grammar and all is dam bad ler .. I was suprise reading back my previous entries in here. Blah ! i dun care anyway, eventually when i feel like writting in perfect English i would (i guess)..


Although i do look happy sometimes, but i guess deep in my heart i do feel da depression and da pain that still remain there. Yea, i cant forget something so fast as i dun even knoe why.. Guess, i need to break dis habit but isnt being loyal to ur partner or shud i say ur "EX" partner is a good thing rather than a bad one? So far, although i had tried loving someone else.. but in the end i guess there is oni one person dat remain strong inside my heart even though i knoe that certain someone is someone that most of my frens hate most.. I dunno why i do afraid sometimes that what ppl would think of me when i do things or going back or even loving that someone again.. i knoe i shouldnt but i guess feelings of a person could not be control well.. Well, i cant control my feelings either. i will nvr wanna be hurt again as the wound in my heart isnt cure yet and i will nvr wan him to know that i still have feelings for him. I hate going against what ppl usually tells me to do and not to do.. i really dislike dat, but sometimes going against their words will be something that could me feels better. i guess people who knoe and understands me well will oni understand wat am i trying to say here.. sowieler, i dunno why suddenly i am abit emo. so here is it.. another emo entry =)


Well, i'm quite excited tmr as i am going to SHOP SHOP SHOP in sg wang !! hehe..

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Posted by Weng See at Friday, December 01, 2006

Monday, November 27, 2006

Back From Holidayssssssss =)

i am : tired but happy =)


Okay, i guess dis is gonna be a very long long long post hor?.. Since i havent been blogging for quite sometime is because :


1) I had exams and juz ended 2 weeks ago and i worked for 3 days in Midvalley

2) I went to Bangkok,Thailand after my exams

3) I came back and i vomitted like crazy

4) I went to JB and Singapore one day after i came back from Bangkok =)


Okay, let me start with the NUMBER ONE.. Well, as usual i screwed some papers up because I didnt expect some questions that i read didnt came out, i was quite frustrated aso lah because whenever i study that time, it didnt come out the questions for wat I have read !! I aso no eye wanna see the question and paper already, juz cincai bantai some bullshits inside, btw i bs-ed *bs means bullshit* alot inside the exam paper.. I bet the lecturer will laugh till death when he/she reads my answer because even myself laughed when i was answering those questions..haha..Okay, dun talk about exams.. u knoe wat? i eventually found a job, juz worked for 3 days for RM50 each day and oni worked for 3 hours !! But seriously, it was dam tiring man although i juz had to gif out leaflets lah.. I worked in Midvalley exhibition hall there, cos there were hosting some FInancial Expo, blah~ it doesnt related to my life aso.. i worked juz to get that RM150 for my extra spendings..keke.. BTW, i havent get my pay yet ..-.-



Looks familiar mou dis girl?..itz Tanny tan lor.. I worked with her for that 3 dayss.. hehe..Laughed alot while i worked with her..kaka

On the third day of working, i left there right after i finished my work and quickly drove home at 1pm because i had to catch a flight to Bangkok at 4.pm. Sat in the plane for 2 hours plus, of cos i did sleep as i was freaking tired =(.. We reached Bangkok around 7pm M'sia time,oh FYI Bangkok's time is ONE hour earlier than M'sia' time.. As we claimed our baggages already, we headed to the Limo counter to hire a limo/taxi to our hotel and it cost 1000 Baht which means RM100. Den as we arrived to the Hotel and checked in, we asked da same driver to fetched us to dis restaurant to makan seafood..

yea, dis lobster cost dunno how much but the whole meal cost 7500 Baht means RM750 .. But it was a nice dinner ler.. juz dat abit mahal cos i think we already kena potong by that restaurant..LOL..All tourist alwiz kena potong wan rite? keke.. Well, after that we went back to our hotel and asked the tourist counter see whether they have any 1 day tour for us to join to go to the places that tourist are supposed to go..yea, so we joined the next morning tour that bertolak around 6.20am in the morning..After asking the place, we walked out of da hotel and we went into another taxi to go to some night spot such as night bazaar cos i was making noise to go SHOOOPPINGGG !! kaka.. so we went to this Night Bazaar called Suan Lum night bazaar.. once i stepped down from the taxi i was like WAHHH !! so many ppl and shops, and in my heart i said " i feel as though i was in the heaven ^^V"

I like dis feris wheel la.. dam leng especially itz night time..lv lv.. but i dun get to sit on it ..cossss i dun dare to ask my mom to let me sit ..cos i takut kena marah..kaka.. so juz shut my mouth and go shopping oni la.. hmm, wat i bought in that place lek? one pyjamas, one sunnies pouch that cost RM3.90 oni kaka.. Then my mom bought a fake crocs there cos she so doink doink brought a not nice to wear geh shoes to travel.. unlike me, walk with slippers and cute lil ballet flats..kaka.. Was quite tired and stuffy at that place, so we took a taxi back to the hotel later and went to the hotel lounge and minum some drinks before heading to back to the room and shower and tidoooooooooooooooooo.. cos i was super tired !!

The next morning, my mom set alarm to 4.30am !! Actually, we were supposed to wake up at 5.30am to get ready then pigi makan breakfast den bertolak to our first destination.. Sat in the van for around 1 hour plus to go to this place called Floating Market.. This place is where they sell things on da boat wan.. dam scary wei sitting on da boat, i dam sked it will suddenly sink.. If sink sure HAILAT.COM.. itz not like i kenot swimla, but i dun wanna swimmm in da dirty water ok? the water colour is dam brown u knoe..


Can see? those ppl selling things on the boat, actually i see them dam kesian aso la cos they keep asking ppl to buy their stuffs.. btw, i drank coconut juice and makan-ed pineapple .. it was soooo SWEEETT !! Den, after sight seeing on da boat we went to da darat and had Mango rice and my dad beli mango.. he is another doink doink, how to makan mango with da skin la? we didnt even bring anything to cut it..0__0.. Btw, after that the tourist guide brought us to this Elephant Village and asked us whether we wanna sit on the elephant but it was RM60 ride under the hot sun ler.. but i rasa kesian for da elephant bring me around and lemme sit on it..dahlah i dam heavy..keke..but it wasss soo cuteee la da elephant /lv /lv.. btw, the elephant skin dam rough la.. i dun think it can feel i stepped on it aso..kaka..


DO YOU KNOE THAT DIS ELEPHANT SNEEZED ON ME???my leg kena his hingusssssssssss..blek !! almost muntah out man.. my sis aso kena.. lucky, my mouth wasnt open and masuk ke dalam mulut, if not i terus muntah keluar already..=) Then, after that we went to dis teak place where they carve teak wood into some nice carvings, it is seriously da nice ok? i wished that i have da talent to carve like them asola.. T.T .. Ehz those teak carving dam mahal ok? -.-.. can cost up to USD$10k la.. dun believe? lemme show u

ok ah, u see dis picture rite.. is teak carved wan u knoeee... u see da price how much?? okla i dunno how to make da picture nicer.. dun blame me for my tak kecekapan 0__0.. i dunno wat am i talking again.. cos i juz drunk a can of beer..going KUKU already ~.~..

Okla, den we went and watch Elephant show.. those elephants are dam cute man.. they ber-pose la.. omg!! i laughed and adored da cute-ness of an elephant.. seriously, dam dam dam cute !! u have to see them pose la.. really dam cute !!! eeeeeee.. i wish i am as CUTE as them sometimes * perasan mode* okla, anggap me drunk jo cos i am really going KUKU soon.. *half fainted*

Okla, after dat we went to watch the Thai Cultural show in Rose Garden.. when the tourist guide said we are going to Rose Garden, wat i had on my mind is dat going to see Rose in da Garden.. mana tau go see ppl dancing , and dis one i nvr take any pictures..keke.. cos malas already, i was dam tired already ok? walked whole day under the hot sun..The last stop of da day was going to this Gems Gallery, i bought a White Gold ring there ^^V.. but da Gem is juz clear crystal and it is nice la..hehe..

Well, the third day in Bangkok was juz shopping shopping shopping for the wholeee day !!! Muahaha.. Spent alot aso..keke.. nvmla, ada satisfaction ma.. if not no feel and i am going to SHOP with Aya dis Saturday !! woohoo !! cant wait mann../lv/lv and she is saying i am bullshitting now..*kicks aya's smelly arse and run* =P.. Later in the evening,we went to this massaging place, soo niceeeeeeeee but i laughed cos it was dam ticklish lah..lol ..Den the last day, we went to da same shopping complex and shop one more round because i havent got enough and complete my list of things i need to get for my frens..=).. For those who tarak, sowie la cos my memory not big enuff to remember to get for all my frens.. After dat, we went to the airport around 3pm.. OMFG !! waited so many hours plus the flight delayed for 3 GAWD DAMN HOURS ok?.. i was dam frustrated, waited and waited.. u will nvr know how i feel.. *sniff sniff*.. When board into da plane leh, waited for 2 thai siu jie who trapped in da clearance counter for 30 minss.. urghh !! *more frust*.. Btw, my sis vomitted in the airport all the way back to M'sia.. and she said she was cold in the airport and maklumlah airport oni got branded stuffs rite? and she doesnt have any jacket to keep herself warm.. so my parents bought her an adidas jacket dat cost RM200++.. giler siao babi setan !! *fainted* .. i wasnt jeles anyway.. really !! cos the jacket aso not leng geh.. unless itz pink in colour la..haha =x..

Then, the next day when i came back from Bangkok.. my turn to vomit like giler !! suddenly in the morning i feel like vomitting, and as for ur info in the morning our tummy sure empty wan rite? soo i vomitted juice hempedu keluar..eww it was dam bitter la.. den the whole entire day, i was dam sick !! dun even feel like eating or walking.. once i eat, sure keluar every back !! not from my buntut but from my mouth.. the keseksaan no one would understand..T__T..

Then the next day which is on Friday, i went to JB cos Saturday my uncle got married.. so went lur.. i went and did my hair.. as in wash and blow laa.. i asked da salon fella to help me blow curls, and my mom waited for very long and almost ter-burst infront of me.. kaka.. but sometimes she really no face gif terus scold kao me infront of everyone.. dam chisin wan lo !! but i liked my hair dat day.. so, she scold how much gua pun tarak kisah la..kaka..


DIs is me and Pei in S'pore .. i went and look for her in Singapore ler.. haha.. see how nice am i? and TANNN !! U FFK-ED us ..soo, u are gonna belanja us makan ya for ur ffk-ness..MUAHAHAH !! btw, my curls sudah jadi straight balik cos rite my hair kenot stay long la..lol..now my buntut feel abit itchy, i feel like curling my hair againnnnn but i sked i look like some auntieee.. so rite, i'm planning to get an iron curler to satisfy my needs for my hair.. keke ^^..

okla, i was vaining when i juz curled my hair.. those fake curls not bad rite? keke.. i noticed dat, fake curls and real curls really look dam diff..and i prefer fake curls liddat..MUAHAHa. yea i am a vain pot =P..

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Posted by Weng See at Monday, November 27, 2006

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

i am : sleepy


My eyes are closing !! but i have to force myself to study in awhile, while waiting for Aya to finish her work and den we go dota !! and i will be sitting for my final exam next week.. as in Final for dis sem.. i muz pass all da subjects !!! keke.. *fingers cross*


Well, for me life goes on no matter what had happen recently, previously or in the future. I really need to learn how to accept what is going on.. and I think and know I can do it anyhow. I do not want something to bother me and I really want to go on with my life !! Hmm..whatever I have lost I think it isnt really important, but I was fortunate enough to have a bunch of great frens that supported me through every single thing that I am facing and I had faced. Without them, I wouldnt be here blogging already and i cant imagine how my life would be =(..I do regret for what i have done but what is done is already done.. kenot be turned back already..okla, enuff of my serious-ness that i have nvr been so serious in anything before already .. kekeke..


Urghh !! i played dota alone dis morning because my first ever piano lesson with my new teacher has been postponed to afternoon.. SHE MADE ME WAKE UP BEFORE 10AM and she said she is coming at 1PM.. okay, back to the dota stories.. I played version 6.38 today ,was using viper and had a teammate who were using TINY.. he wasnt in the team at all, wat he did was farming by himself when enemy is breaking into the base ( but we won eventually).. BUT DEN !! he started scolding a teammate who played drow for not doing anything, so i defended her and confronted him back.. Den he started tiu-ing me instead, said i bark like a dog.. OH PLS LAH !! sendiri tak sedar diri, go and blame on people.. He even said i am barking like an old women who is menopausing.. eh Bastard, if u even lose to an old women in dota as in U got Killed more than i do, and kill less than i do, so are u worst than a noob like me? yea, i do admit i am a noob =)..but PLS STFU when u are worst than a noob !! freaking blueserver players without using their brains before spitting words out from their GAWD DAMN MOUTH .. blah~~my blood is boiling when i think of that again.. >"<


I cant wait till my exams are over !! i can go shop shop shop !.. Btw i will be going to Bangkok to shop and eat.. i will probably gain another 10kgs back ..=P if i really do, i might have to change my whole closet of clothes.. *faints*.. The only good thing about having exam is i can actually SAVE my money cos i wont be going out that often (FYI, i shop almost everyweek) and also if i pass all my exam peacefully, i will get a diploma and a degree cert la.. One big problem is, i cant get my ass down and hold a book and read for ours and memorizing facts dat i have to apply in my exam !!!.. I AM SO DEAD , i mean REAL DEAD.. *faints again*.. okla, i guess i have to TRY and get my notes and read and function my brains abit as i am feeling dat my brain karat already.. imagine, i can feel da rusty-ness already as in really not moving !! *pengsan another time*

Posted by Weng See at Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Thursday, November 02, 2006

mood :- kenot be described.. moody perhaps?


urghh .. i think i am moody indeed.. dunno why i feel like dis these few days.. mayb it is because of my finals are coming and i havent study yet and i am worried.. my mind like got alot of things running as i dunno wat is it anywayz.. my PMS not here yet.. going KUKU already la me 0_0..

Btw, i am waiting for his answer and i am not waitin for his answer.. i dunno wat am i talking.. urghh !! i aso dunno wat i wan.. ok, its like i wan the answer from him but if he doesnt wanna answer me i aso cant do anything about it as i cant force a person rite? sick of my life sometimes.. and my tooth is paining due to da rubber band connected from my bottom tooth with my canine tooth.. can feel da teeth moving..T__T

Last Sunday, went to yumcha with Pei !! wah dam long nvr see her already and she is getting prettier each time she comes back from Singapore.. which is a good thing..hehe ^^ and da paling good thing was, she belanja all of us during yumcha while me and tan simply order alot of food ..haha of cos Pei bising but den in the end aso she said she will pay.. how nice of her rite? she is working in Singapore and she is earning more than 1k sing dollar a month.. soo no probbie for her lo =P.. I miss gossiping, blowing water, and chit chatting with her alot !! i miss her too.. den on da way to Pei's hse (TKB fetched her home) .. i halau-ed Tan to sit infront and i sat behind with Pei to CAMWHORE !! LOL.. Tanny tan jeles =P.. so Tada !! here are the pics

Posted by Weng See at Thursday, November 02, 2006

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Mood :- Tired and bored


I am backie !! i am back to be myself, i didnt break down already..=).. woot, looks like i nvr take a few depressing entries here before getting back in to my happy mode..xD..I really need to thank to my bunch of really great frens that really cheered me up, supported me when i was super duper down for my break up.. the ones i would like to thank for so much caring and concerned about me, those ppl are Aya,Leo and the Gang and Pei who called me all the way from S'pore after receiving my sms about it.. I MISS PEI PEI !!! urghh !! her stupid shitty supervisor didnt let her to take leaves.. and she is supposed to come back next week !! and now bcos of it, she couldnt make it back to celebrate her bday with us !! i really miss her wei..T.T. to pei's supervisor, u see lah..one day she is gonna fire kao u although she wont dare to do so, cos is is a CHICKEN.. wahahaha (she is gonna kill me if she ever reads my blog) =P.. *evil grins* ..


I balik-ed kampung on Sunday and when i got back, gua kena teased by Aya and her BF, ah pau .. dam shitty la they all.. they shud go ZONG BEK !! (bang wall).. Yesterday nite, went to yumcha at SS15 at first, den suddenly decided to go Cheras to Dota, soooooo we went Cheras to dota.. Stupid Inferno, dota mmg got but dennnnnnn... stupid, so LITTLE ppl main.. so we decided to go blueserver but den, stupid cc geh line really sucks to da max, kenot create game, i mean can lah juz that lag until mother aso kenot recognise.. keke.. so we oni played one round, and i got this stupid birdie which i cant really do anythin with but to suck ppl's mana and aso put her konco konco around the backstabbing areas..and as usual, i kena tapao until like ham yuk chung (those dumplings in triangle shape).. hehe.. den finished one game, wanted to play another game but den dunno wat happened already, so we player the Tower Defend, which is so cacated.. cos i alwiz lose.. and then we played Hero, (something liddat) to defend some tower.. haha.. dam stressful wei that game.. need to keep killing all da creeps that comes berlonggok.. den when sudah lose, we wanted to play another round dota, but den tak jadi again cos, laggy !! *mang-ness*.. so in the end we decided to balik rumah.. it was already around 4am.. had fun but oni managed to play 1 round of dota.. keke..

I had fun shopping last Friday in Pyramid too !! i bought a pants from Romp, and a shoes .. these 2 items cost me almost RM100..*faints* well, tapi ada satisfaction and thanks to Aya that she was willing to teman me to shop and i knoe she hates me cos of i bring her to shopping and she aso used up to Rm100 that day dat she was supposed to save for campy's mom's bday cake.. haha.. luckily she didnt kill me..=P.. okay !! i am going out for dinner soon..been eating alot lately, dam fuck !!! urgh.. ppl satt luin will go thinner i pulak terbalik.. *faints*

Posted by Weng See at Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

And again.. my tears burst out from my eyes..T__T... cant stand it when i think back of things we did and had fun times together.. i am really thinking that it is all my FAULT !! i shouldnt have burst out my anger and juz be patience.. i really regret doing dat.. i hate myself sometimes for doing stupid things and ruin da relationship.. i really hate myself for doing dat.. i really do..can say dis is da second guy i cry until so teruk for.. i will nvr cry until like some stupid biatch for any other guy.. other than these 2 fellas..

oh well, wat can i do? juz wait for his exams to over lo.. patience again lo.. datz wat i have to do rite? if not? i cant force a person to accept me back wat.. all his reason was dun wanna mad me suffer and sad being together with him.. so BLAME all to his gawd dam exams.. and aso him for not studying earlier and attending lectures and made him became liddat and i aso liddat.. if not all these WILL NOT happen !!! it really wont.. AIHZ..

WHATEVER !! i wont go to class for da rest of da week already, until da stupid hari raya sudah over.. den i will start studying for my exams.. IF i have the mood to even touch da gawd dam books.. NOW i juz wanna do something to release my anger and sadness and aso dunno watsoever feelings there are inside my heart.. i cant cry all the time.. i bet my eyes will go swollen and gets even worst !!! i feel like spending all my money in something dat can satisfy me kao kao !!! i feel like drinking, i feel like drunking myself.. feel like doing things that i can avoid myself from thinking things that are not suppose to think.. i seriously hate feeling like dis, for once u are so loved by someone and POOF !!! he is not gonna care for u cos of his exams.. how fucky is dat? (btw fucky is my invented word from da word "FUCK") =D...

Hopefully, after afew more depressing entries, i will write something that i am happy with in my life..i really hope dat..=)

Posted by Weng See at Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Saturday, October 14, 2006

Mood : Sad and depressed with disappointment


Yea, once again itz over between us.. i told him, we need a time out for the time being till his exams are over.. well, wat happen was actually tonite i wanted to go Cheras and meet him.. and i havent been seeing him for 2 GAWD DAMN WEEKS already.. den when i asked him whether he wants to join tonite, he said " see how first.. if too late, dun wanna come out already.. to lazy" i mean.. WHAT THE FUCK?!?!!?? i mean.. dis already shows that he dun even wanna see me rite? liddat might as well break up.. i really cant stand it.. he nvr want to tolerate me..

Okay, now i regretted of wat i said already.. i shudnt be so chong dong ( bertindak melulu).. i knew i cant live without him.. why i wanna say all these? but to think back, i will sure and definitely regret of wat i said and wat i did.. i really dun wanna lose him..my heart is like kena stabbed by a super sharp knife.. I REALLY DUNNO WAT TO DO !!! urghh.. itz like da end of the world for me ... hate being hurt .. hate to feel like dis.. it seriously suck shit to da max...

Posted by Weng See at Saturday, October 14, 2006

Saturday, October 07, 2006

Mood :- *stoned*

Juz woke up not long ago.. i know it is going to be a very boring weekend again. T.T which i dun wan it to be =( HE is not around in KL now.. yea, i miss him .. but i am trying not to miss him so much so that when everything is over i wont get hurt too much.. am i selfish? YES I AM i dun care anywayz.. i have been very very DOWN lately because of this matter.. everyone can notice about it.. aihzz.. i dunno how to overcome dis problem.. abit suffering though =(

Yesterday nite, had 3 rounds of dota.. it was kinda fun at first and when the last round, i almost terpengsan in front of the pc.. too tired already !! ish.. okla, i have been stoned infront of the pc and i think that's all for now =P

Posted by Weng See at Saturday, October 07, 2006